that shoes

my goat
i have found a perfect gladiator.
guess where.
one somebody else's feet.
and i dare to ask where did she bought that pair of glads
and its in singapore. in singapore i say =__=
geeez. forget it

so i end up buying a wedges one size bigger HAHA
but it still looks cute.
now i have to hunt for another glads yay!
and a new black skinny since i accidentally put on some weight :(
bummer.



here i want to share what happen yesterday.
i went for pps hi tea.
then i despo-ly want to go to fly anniversary
considering the fact that im wearing baju kurung
i just head down to mid valley.
and guess what.
that two super duper was there.
sampai hati they didnt tell me earlier. shishhh
or else we could go to ou.
and i can see those free performance :/

mentally mentality

what sort of human with a hell of good brains
can think this way
people who dont wear hijabs is a criminal
we steal people's money.
we sleep with guys.
we drink alcohol.
we are not smart.

one word
BONGOK!

look here

i even rarely blurt out swear words
the only swear words i use is TAHI
duhhhhhh

i dont have problems with money
why should i take people's
double duhhhhh


i never go near a bed with some guys
that is such a stupid act
duhh duhhhh duhhh

fyi i never even touch alcohol
duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


i hope u could be more open
and less discriminative
kalau keluar dari sekolah tu sah kau terkejut beruk
tgk ramai je org xpakai tudung baik baik

i cant believe im trap in the dorm with u
yukkkk!
such a narrow pathetic

movie

this is the movie starring
alba
makise
evans


makise is having a bad day.
very moody n complicated
alba was in desperate neeed to watch final dest
evans just want to hang out n shop till merana.


malam jumaat (sort of like this)
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alba : tomorrow after sembahyang jumaat (text to evans)
alba : jom lah esk. pleaseeeeeeeeee. it might cheer u up =) (text to makise)
evans : yep. i gerak right after smyg jumaat.
makise : xde selera.
alba : (dalam hati) what the ef.

jumaat
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alba : im a pizza hut. running late. u delay lah journey or wtv.
makise pergi x?
evans : ntah. i have no idea. nvm u eat la first.
alba : could u do me a favor. makise xanswer my phone call. tlg call him.
evans: sure no problem.
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evans: he said he is going.
alba : great! =)
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arrival at mid valley
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makise buat prank cakap die kat klcc n not mid.
alba freak out.
but then evans kata ala die ada kat sini tu.
genius evans.
so we walk we talk at crocs.
we sit we chill at krispy kreme.
then the drama starts.
makise starts diam n make faces.
alba freaked out again.
evans was like confused.
what the hell wrong suddenly ngn ktrg.
so evans was bored die ajak jalan.
dah jalan thing gets worse.
alba sent '=)' text to makise.
n it doesnt work
so she tried again '=) pleaseee?'
not working
we suddenly walking farrrr apart.
then makise head home -___- without telling us first
alba was very very freaking out.
almost cry in public.
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evans n alba still continue watching the movie.
they were satisfied with the movie.
then evans call makise
he put the conversation on loudspeaker
in case alba wants to say something
pun alba said nothing
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done with that phone call they head home
evans 1st time on ktm
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alba reached home
she called markise to say sorry.
and it was along talk
n it was actually kinda fun.
n comforting.
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alba makise evans will still be super duper threesome no matter what.

get off my whites

M just washed my whites with blue batik n a bed sheet
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
noooooo!
im pissed off.
i could have just scream in her face but i cant
i have to control myself. its the matter of derhaka
my hands are really shaking now holding myself from screaming
and acting stupid.
and i want to cry.
i have to speak to someone.
but its to early.
none of my friends wake up this early.







my whites seems dirty.
bed sheet has a lot of hama on it.
and she wash my whites with that dirty thing.
i might get scabs.
blue batik might stained my whites.
it is WHITES for god sake.
why did u even do my laundry
i hate people doing that.
DONT TOUCH MY LAUNDRY
u guys never do it right.
whites should be washed with WHITESSSSS
is it so hard to understand.
colorblind?
just STAY OF MY WHITES.
i hate people washing my withes.
ok
i've repeat this 'stay of my whites' a lot
so STAY OF MY WHITES.
STAY OFF STAY OFF

ok u guys might think why am i so obsessed with this thing.
ok fine! i might act a little OCD
but it the only thing that can remind me of D
its the only major thing that he teaches me.
and by keeping my laundry the way he does it
it makes me feel closer to him.
SO LET ME DO MY LAUNDRY MYSELF!
dont u dare touch it.

i wash so shaking
i edit this post like a thousand time to get the spelling n the words right.

the best thing is

im done with my crush.
why do i need him when i have these gorgeous people with me.
my friends, AND bestfriends xD

correction from the previous post.
the song on the right is for u guys.
:D

hidman ani zee aten hunny moi zue amer afiqboek broherel
and my precious classmates. i love u!

the sad thing is

i xdpt the one that i want
the want that i want is u-know-who
but yg nk i pulak
well, a number of people.
but not HIM :(
what a sad thing.
i cant tell him that i like him
this could risk our friendship to end.
because i know he likes somebody else
who is damn pretty.
so dream on pip.

u-know-who,
listen to the video on the right.
thats how much u mean to me.

american icing

yek! toooo runny.
xbest

lets try chocolate glaze.